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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Supernatural_RPF
  Relationship:
      Jensen_Ackles/Jared_Padalecki
  Character:
      Jared_Padalecki, Jensen_Ackles
  Additional Tags:
      Underage_Sex, First_Time, Bottom_Jared, Top_Jensen_Ackles, Codependency,
      Homophobia, Alternate_Universe_-_High_School, Prom
  Stats:
      Published: 2013-04-09 Words: 16022
****** You're My Best Friend ******
by orphan_account
Summary
     Jared and Jensen have lived in each other's pockets their entire
     lives. Going to school together, playing in a treehouse together,
     every possible moment is spent together. Falling in love is easy but
     dealing with other people's opinions of your love sometimes isn't.
     Will they survive high school and their parents? Or will it all prove
     to be too much?
When Jensen was five years old his dad built him a treehouse at the edge of
their property. Far enough away it felt like a whole new world to Jensen but
close enough that his parents could still keep an eye on him. The treehouse was
amazing, a real floor, four walls, it was sturdy enough even Jensen’s dad could
crawl around in it without fear of it breaking. It was the coolest thing Jensen
had ever seen in his entire life and it was all his.
Two weeks after his treehouse was finished Jared moved in down the street. Two
things changed; the treehouse was no longer the coolest thing in his life, it
was the second coolest, and the treehouse was no longer just his, but theirs.
Even in the hottest part of summer, they’d hang out in the treehouse pretending
they were in some far away world fighting off zombies with their lightsabers.
At night they’d huddle around a lantern, Jensen’s dad let them use, and read
comic books. If they could get away with it they’d have spent their whole lives
up in that treehouse together.
With each passing year their hobbies may have changed but their bond and love
for the treehouse remained.
The two boys were inseparable.
Living in the same neighborhood meant they got to go to the same school
together everyday, they wouldn’t have it any other way. If they were supposed
to pick partners in class they always picked each other, they shared the
lunches their mommas packed for them sitting side by side, they sat together on
the bus, and anyone who knew Jared, knew Jensen by association and vice versa.
It was rare to see one without the other attached at the hip.
They begged and pleaded to spend the night at each other’s houses each weekend,
to invite the other one over when one of their families sat down to watch a
movie together, or to have the other boy tag along on a family day trip. It was
just how it was.
By some miracle Jensen’s parents let him and Jared spend the night in their
treehouse the night of Jensen’s sixth birthday. They packed their backpacks
full of snacks and supplies, grabbed sleeping bags and flashlights, and made
their way up into the tree. Jensen’s house was at the end of a road and the
treehouse was nestled in at the back of their property so to Jared and Jensen
it felt like the real wilderness.
After munching on chocolate covered pretzels and marshmallows Jensen started to
tell a ghost story just as the wind picked up outside, rattling the treehouse
slightly. Jared buried his head in his knees shaking his head begging Jensen to
stop telling the story.
“Ah, it’s okay Jared, it’s just a story, it’s not real,” Jensen tried to
reassure but Jared kept his eyes closed and head buried.
“It’s too scary!” Jared exclaimed.
Jensen scooted over so he was right next to Jared and threw his arm around
Jared’s shoulder pulling him in close, “You’re my best friend, Jared. I won’t
let anything bad ever happen to ya, okay?”
Immediately, Jared calmed beside Jensen, softening into his touch. Jared
sniffed, picked his head up to look at Jensen, “You mean it?”
“Promise,” Jensen beamed as he kept his arm tightly wrapped around his best
friend.
Jared had never had a best friend before, the only other friend he even had was
the boy who lived in his old neighborhood but he often pushed Jared down into
the dirt or teased him about his nose. But Jensen was never like that, with
Jensen he always had fun and if he found himself down in the dirt it wasn’t
Jensen pushing him down but pulling him back up. He liked having Jensen as his
best friend, it felt right and he knew he was safe. Jared liked being safe.
When it came time to sleep that night, Jensen could tell Jared was still a
little scared so he moved their sleeping bags by the wall and put Jared in the
middle.
“If you’re still scared we can call my dad and he’ll come get us,” Jensen
whispered in the dark, just the light from the flashlight Jared cradled in his
arms illuminating their little faces, “my mom gave me her cell phone just in
case.”
Jared shook his head, he really didn’t want to ruin their first night out in
their treehouse by being a big baby and Jensen already promised to keep him
safe. But he still was a little scared when he thought about all the dark trees
out there.
“I’m not scared,” Jared lied.
Jensen smiled and moved in closer to Jared’s side, “It’s okay if you are but
you don’t need to be because there’s nothing out here that can hurt you and
even if there was, like I said, I’ll protect you.”
Warmth flooded his body and relaxation took over as he felt Jensen wrap his
arms around his tiny shoulders and pull him close. He didn’t feel so scared
after that and eventually fell to sleep.
Jared didn’t always need Jensen to protect him but Jensen did take take the
lead quite a bit between the two of them. One night when they were huddled
under a blanket on the couch in the living room of Jensen’s house watching a
movie with his family, Jensen inconspicuously inched his hand over to Jared’s,
threaded his fingers with Jared’s and held tight. Jared cautiously shot a
glance at Jensen who sat with a content smile on his face as he watched the
movie and ate popcorn with his other hand. From then on that’s how they always
watched movies at Jensen’s house, under a blanket, holding hands, even after
their palms got sweaty.
Jared really didn’t mind Jensen’s initiative.
*
The summer before their freshman year of high school Jensen kissed Jared for
the first time. He didn’t even think about it, he just did it, right there in
the treehouse. Closed mouth, dry lips, pressed hard to Jared’s and then it was
over. Afterwards Jensen didn’t say anything about it and just went back to
reading his comic book. Jared stared at him, mouth wide open, and heart racing,
trying to figure out what just happened. He licked his lips in hope of tasting
more of Jensen but the moment was gone faster than it began.
A few days later they were walking in the woods behind Jensen’s house when he
kissed Jared for a second time. It was the same as before, dry lips pressed
hard to his. Jared swallowed hard as Jensen turned and continued walking like
nothing had happened.
It wasn’t that he minded Jensen randomly kissing him, Jared just didn’t
understand it. Even at thirteen he knew he didn’t like girls the way most of
the boys in their grade did but they’d never really talked about it. Jensen
kept to himself a lot and spent all his time with Jared, that’s how it’d always
been.
The third time Jensen kissed Jared was out in the alley behind Jared’s house,
they’d been looking for things that might improve the treehouse. The kiss came
out of nowhere, like the two before but this time Jared threaded his fingers
through the hair at the back of Jensen’s head and held him there, increasing
the kiss. Jensen took in a sharp breath through his nose, surprised at Jared’s
actions but didn’t pull out of Jared’s hold. When the kiss ended, Jensen stayed
close even when Jared let go, they stared at each other, then Jensen smirked
slightly before leaning in to press a feather-light kiss to the corner of
Jared’s mouth.
They never really talked about it, it just became something they did after
that. Jensen pressing kisses to Jared in secret places then afterwards sharing
sheepish smiles and longing looks. After a point the kisses started lasting
longer and increased in number, each one filling Jared with a pleasant warmness
he always associated with Jensen's touch. Then one day, when they were up in
the treehouse, supposed to be doing homework, Jensen kissed him again but this
time he gently pushed Jared down until they were lying on the wooden floor.
Jared’s heart hammered in his chest and he felt twisted up inside like he was
going to come apart at any minute. Tentatively, Jensen slipped his tongue
passed Jared’s lips and into his mouth sending electricity throughout Jared’s
body. It was exhilarating to feel Jensen’s soft and warm tongue gently tease at
his own before pulling it out and ending the kiss with closed lips.
“You’re my best friend, Jared,” Jensen breathed as he gazed down at Jared, his
face soft and genuine. Jared couldn’t do anything but nod his head but it was
enough, Jensen smiled his toothy grin that was only reserved for him and helped
pull Jared back up.
*
They never talked about it but Jared knew that they didn’t let anyone know
about the things they did because Jensen’s parents would get mad. One time they
were watching tv with Jensen’s parents and his mom made a comment about the two
guys on tv being “abominations”. When he asked his own mom why Mrs. Ackles
would say something like that her face got very serious and she told him that
there was absolutely nothing wrong or disgusting with two men loving each other
and wanting to be together, same with two girls. Jared didn’t think there was
but he always believed his mom over anyone anyway because she was the smartest
person he knew and the prettiest.
*
The summer before sophomore year of high school Jensen hit his growth spurt. He
grew several inches leaving him taller than Jared, his shoulders widened like a
football player, and his face finally grew into his lips, leaving him perfectly
angled. In Jared’s opinion, anyway.
The girls in their grade took more notice to him, running their fingers along
the back of his shoulders as they passed him in the halls, smiling while
flipping their silky hair, and sending him lipsticked smiles on their way to
class. Jensen seemed totally oblivious to the new attention surrounding him,
the girls bending over in front of him in low cut shirts and the guys on the
football team no longer pushing him into lockers. It was like the cliche
caterpillar turning into a butterfly with no idea that it was happening. In
fact, the new attention wasn’t even a bit distracting to Jensen who continued
to spend his time with Jared, like he always had.
Jared, on the other hand, still stood short in stature, nothing but lanky bones
and baby fat, with chubby cheeks and mousy brown hair that hung in his eyes.
And although Jensen didn’t seem to mind, still kissed him in the treehouse,
still held his hand under the blankets while they watched movies, and slept
right up next to him at sleepovers, Jared hated it. He hated his baby face and
too-big-nose, the way his clothes draped around his shoulders but clung to his
tummy, and he avoided mirrors at all costs.
Jared watched as Jensen politely talked with a few girls who had stopped him on
his way over to their usual lunch spot. The pretty blonde with the jean skirt
circled her dainty fingers around Jensen’s bicep and it pinched Jared’s stomach
unpleasantly. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat and squinted up at the
afternoon sky. There wasn’t any reason for this jealousy and Jared knew that.
He knew Jensen well enough to know that the smile on his face was saved for
adults and people he was just being polite to but Jared hated that people
thought they were allowed to just touch Jensen any time they wanted.
Jared let out a breath and turned his eyes back to Jensen who was finally on
his way back to their spot giving Jared a genuine-Jensen smile. The jealousy
that had been pooling in his stomach suddenly vanished and replaced by a
familiar warmth.
“Hey,” Jensen greeted as he put down their lunches, “what’s wrong?”
Jared shook his head, “Nothing, just hungry.”
“Whatever,” Jensen smiled before digging into his own lunch and sometimes Jared
felt like that was all he ever needed to see in this world.
*
That night as they kissed in the treehouse, Jensen spread out on top of Jared,
his knee firmly pressed between Jared’s thighs holding the perfect amount of
pressure to Jared’s hard cock. Jensen kissed down Jared’s neck before pausing
as he looked back up at Jared’s face, he bent his head low and lightly kissed
the corner of Jared’s mouth.
“What’s wrong?” Jensen asked, lips full and pink from kissing, making Jared’s
dick twitch in want.
Jared shook his head, “Nothing,” Jared lied, lifting his head to meet Jensen
for another kiss.
Jensen pulled away with a tiny smile, “You’re lying Jared, you were lying at
lunch too.”
A frustrated sigh escaped from Jared, sometimes it sucked having Jensen know
him so well, it was impossible to keep anything from him.
“It’s just,” Jared started, running his bony fingers through his hair, “you’re
hot now.”
“What?” Jensen laughed.
Jared stared up at his best friend, confusion written all over his face, his
stupidly attractive face, “You’re hot now Jensen, you’re attractive, you’re
good-looking, and not just to me anymore. To everyone. Girls want you to fuck
them, guys want you to come to parties because they know you’ll attract the
girls.”
Jensen furrowed his brows in confusion like he honestly couldn’t comprehend
what Jared was saying and that it was news to him.
Running a hand down his face Jared groaned, “I’m jealous okay? I’m feeling
insecure and I know, I know, I’m a pussy.”
He kept his hand on his face, blocking Jensen from his view and waited for
Jensen to laugh at him.
It was quiet for a moment before Jensen spoke softly, “I don’t think you’re a
pussy, Jared.”
Before Jared could pull his hand away he felt Jensen’s warm nose nudging it
like a dog. Jared peeked through his fingers to find Jensen gazing down at him
with admiration and it lit Jared’s insides on fire.
“Jared,” Jensen said evenly as he pulled Jared’s hand from his face, “I don’t
care that girls want to fuck me, I don’t care about those douchebags that spent
all last year pushing us into lockers, all I care about..is you. Why else do
you think I spend all my time with you?”
Jared shrugged and looked away.
Hooking his thumb under Jared’s chin Jensen pulled him so they were looking at
each other again and then kissed him with intent. He nipped at Jared’s lips and
teased at his tongue with his own as he pressed his knee harder against Jared’s
erection making him gasp into Jensen’s mouth.
Jensen groaned as he dropped his head to rest on Jared’s chest.
“What?” Jared breathed out, running his fingers through the back of Jensen’s
short hair.
Jensen shook his head without lifting it from Jared’s shirt.
“Tell me,” Jared whispered.
Jensen let out a heavy sigh and lifted his head to look Jared in the face
again, pupils dilated, black swallowing green. “There’s something I really want
to do,” Jensen started, licking his lips, “because you drive me crazy and
apparently, you don’t even realize just how crazy.”
Gulping at Jensen’s words, “What is it?” Jared asked, barely a whisper.
Jensen smirked and shook his head, “Not here.”
“Why not?” Jared whined, heart hammering in his chest.
Groaning again Jensen dropped his head to Jared’s chest, the air thick with
enticing tension.
“Because I want it to be special,” Jensen said pressing a kiss to Jared’s
rapidly rising and falling chest.
Fire burned inside Jared’s body, his organs waging war against him as
anticipation rippled over him at Jensen’s words.
Jared tried to bargain, “We do stuff in here all the time.”
Jensen laughed as he sat up completely, Jared immediately missing the heat and
pressure of Jensen’s body against his, “Making out and jerking each other off
in the treehouse is fine but anything more I want to do right.”
Jared’s stomach dropped as his mouth went dry and before a second thought could
enter his head he was asking Jensen to stay the night, “Spend the night at my
house.”
“What?”
“Please.”
Jensen smiled down at Jared, still splayed out on the floor of the treehouse,
shirt wrinkled, and cheeks red, it was impossible to deny Jared anything.
“Okay.”
After grabbing some things from Jensen’s house and telling his mom he was
staying the night at Jared’s, they walked, shoulder to shoulder down to Jared’s
house. Jared felt buzzed the entire time on excitement, his teeth ready to
clatter out of his mouth at the nervous chattering they were doing. He tried to
calm himself down with deep breaths but nothing was doing the trick for the
somersaults his stomach was doing, nothing until Jensen flung his arm around
Jared’s shoulders and pulled him close. And okay, it was times like that that
Jared really didn’t mind having Jensen go through a growth spurt without him.
Jared tucked in nicely against Jensen’s side and it was like coming home before
actually getting to his house. Because really, Jensen was his home.
“Hi, mom,” Jared greeted as they walked in the door.
“Hi, mom,” Jensen echoed with a crooked grin.
Sherri smiled, “Hi, my boys. Jensen you staying the night?”
Jensen nodded as Jared pulled him up the stairs by the arm, calling behind him,
“We’re going to watch a movie in my room! Goodnight mom!”
Sherri chuckled and turned back to her show on the tv.
Inside Jared’s room he picked a random dvd from his collection and put it in,
knowing that neither of them was actually going to be watching it. Suddenly,
the nerves from earlier resurfaced, body tensing as his heart sped up.
Comforting arms wrapped around him from behind, Jensen resting his chin on
Jared’s shoulder, speaking softly, “You know, we can just watch the movie, if
you want to.”
Jared shook his head, “No.”
They shut off the light above and the tv cast a blue glow across Jared’s room
as they toed off their shoes and crawled up onto Jared’s bed. Jensen’s lips
were soft and warm against Jared’s, comforting in the best way possible,
filling Jared with an anticipation of excitement instead of worry. He loved how
Jensen felt above him, pressing down on him in all the right places, making
Jared hard immediately.
“If you’re not ready for this, you can tell me and we’ll stop, okay?” Jensen
assured, running a soothing hand down Jared’s chest, resting on his belly.
Jared swallowed around the lump in his throat, “I’m ready. I want to.”
Jensen smiled, “Okay,” he said before kissing Jared on the lips, then jaw,
neck, all the way down until he was undoing the button on Jared’s jeans.
Jared’s head started swimming, palms sweating as he clasped the sheets as
Jensen gently pulled down the zipper and slipped his warm hand into Jared’s
boxers, pulling his achingly hard cock free. He ran familiar fingers along the
soft skin and kissed just below Jared’s belly button.
This was it, this was what Jared had been anticipating even long before
tonight. Something he had been dreaming about since the moment he found out
about what was about to happen.
Jared glanced down at Jensen who was staring up at him biting his bottom lip
and then, without breaking eye contact, closed his lips around the head of
Jared’s dick making Jared’s hips buck instinctively. Jensen’s heavy arm wrapped
around Jared’s hips, holding him down as Jensen’s insanely hot and wet mouth
sucked down his dick. Nothing had ever come close to feeling like that, feeling
Jensen’s tongue swirl around and tease the bundle of nerves just under the
head. Jared couldn’t help but throw his head back against the pillow and fling
his arm across his mouth to bite, half-stifling a moan and half-holding off
shooting his load so soon.
Jensen hummed pleasantly around Jared’s dick, clearly amused with Jared’s
reaction and it sent vibrations through Jared’s body as he squirmed against the
sheets. Feeling like he was going to burst any second he tried to make his
mouth work to let Jensen know but only strangled sobs emerged from his lips so
he tugged on Jensen’s hair but Jensen batted his hand away.
Jensen quickened the pace of his fist as he hollowed his cheeks, sucking the
top of Jared’s cock and Jared lost it, coming hard and fast into Jensen’s
mouth. Jared felt like he was on fire, unable to breathe as his body convulsed
pleasantly from pleasure rippling through his whole body as his cock pumped
again and again.
Laying breathless on his bed, sweat soaking through his clothes, entire body
feeling like a cooked noodle, Jared had never felt better in his life.
Jensen pressed a soft kiss to the skin between Jared’s spent cock and thigh
before crawling back up and wrapping his arms around Jared. He pulled him in
close, Jared like a puppet under Jensen’s hands, and pressed kisses to the side
of Jared’s sweaty temple.
“You are so hot, Jared. That was so freaking hot, you have no idea,” Jensen
breathed heavy and hot in Jared’s ear sending shivers over his body.
When Jared got his strength back he pulled Jensen down hard, smashing their
lips together, kissing him desperately. He felt like he’d never get enough of
this, enough of Jensen, and needed more, needed to feel every inch of Jensen
against himself until he couldn’t tell where he ended and Jensen started.
He pulled at Jensen’s shirt until Jensen got the hint and slipped it over his
head while Jared worked at getting his jeans off him. Jensen kissed at Jared’s
neck as Jared kicked his own jeans off the rest of the way and slipped off his
shirt. Jensen wrapped himself around Jared’s body, pressed tightly together as
they continued to kiss until they were dizzy, rocking their hips against one
another, cocks hard and leaking against their bellies.
Hushed moans of Jared’s name poured from Jensen’s mouth as he came in
shuddering spurts quickly followed by Jared for the second time that night.
After several long minutes of laying there, catching their breaths, and coming
down from their orgasm high, Jared rolled over and grabbed a sock from the
floor to clean up the mess coating them. When they were done Jensen pulled
Jared back against him and nuzzled in against his neck, pressing kisses to the
sensitive spot behind Jared’s ear.
“You’re my best friend, Jared, and don’t ever forget that,” Jensen whispered as
he held Jared tighter and Jared understood without a doubt what that translated
to.
*
In the morning Sherri stuck her head in Jared’s room to check on her boys like
she occasionally did but this time found them the way they’d fallen asleep the
night before, naked and wrapped around each other. Sherri quietly closed the
door and made a mental note to have “the talk” with Jared once Jensen went home
that day.
*
After seeing Jensen out later that afternoon, Sherri called Jared over to the
couch in the living room.
“Baby, we need to talk,” she started and Jared immediately knew something weird
was up, “now I always knew you and Jensen were close but I never realized just
how close.”
Jared’s eyes grew wide as the thought of Jared’s mom accidentally overhearing
them the night before sprung to mind.
“Now, you know I love Jensen and I trust you to make good decisions and
although I do feel you’re a little young, I just want you to be safe. So, just
make sure you’re...safe...you know...use condoms.”
“Mom!” Jared exclaimed as he felt his cheeks go hot.
Sherri picked at her jeans, not meeting Jared’s eye, “It’s important Jared,
it’s important to be safe and to use condoms, even if, you know, there’s no
chance of unwanted pregnancy.”
“No, mom, stop!” Jared begged, “We’re not...we’re not doing that!”
Sherri slowly raised her eyes to see a horrified look on her son’s face, “But
you are doing something.”
“Well...yeah,” Jared answered mortified to be having the conversation with his
mother.
“Okay,” Sherri started trying to sound casual and light, “well you know, when
you’re ready then for that, I want you to be safe. And, you know, when I’m at
the grocery store later today I’ll pick up a box of condoms and put them in
your bathroom so that they’re there...for when you’re ready...if you’re ever
ready....okay?”
Jared’s jaw dropped as he stared at his mother, he always knew his mom was
understanding and their relationship had always been good but never was he
expecting this.
“So, you’re okay with it?” Jared asked cautiously.
Sherri rolled her pink lips into her mouth before answering, “Well, like I
said, I do think you’re too young but I also trust you and Jensen. So...I guess
I am. But I’d really rather not....you know....hear about it.”
“Oh, god, mom!” Jared yelled making a disgusted face.
“Well...” Sherri said, slightly shrugging.
“You’re not going to tell Jensen’s parents, are you?” Jared asked worried.
Sherri scoffed, “Tell Donna Ackles that her son and my son are more than
friends? They’d probably send him off to a camp or something equally
ridiculous. No, I will definitely not be telling his parents.”
Jared’s stomach twisted unpleasantly at his mother’s words, there was a reason
they’d tried over the years to keep the closeness of their friendship a secret
from everyone. The thought that Jensen’s parents would not approve was an
understatement and Jared feared what the reality of the situation would be if
they ever found out.
“Baby,” Jared’s mom started in a soothing voice, “I promise, my lips are
sealed...unless I feel like the two of you are being dangerous in any way.”
Jared smiled slightly, “Condoms, I got it. But, trust me mom, we’re not there
yet.”
Sherri offered a warm smile and nodded her head, “Okay.”
“Mom?” Jared asked quietly, “Please don’t mention it to Jensen either, okay? I
don’t want him to feel at all uncomfortable here, please?”
Sherri nodded, “Of course.”
*
Jensen sat in the kitchen munching on an apple listening to his mom go on and
on about the new neighbors who moved in behind them.
“They seem like a lovely family, seemed interested in our church, maybe we’ll
see them on Sunday,” Donna said as she looked through the mail on the counter,
“You know, they have a daughter who’s about your age, she’s very pretty, she’ll
probably go to your school.”
“Cool,” Jensen responded as he tossed the apple core into the trash and opened
up the fridge, “Do we have any bacon?”
“It’s three in the afternoon, Jensen,” Donna reminded him.
Jensen shrugged, bending down to look in the bottom drawer of the fridge, “‘m
hungry.”
“So, I was thinking,” Jensen’s mom started again, “we could invite them over
for dinner next week, to meet them, and maybe you and their daughter could go
out sometime.”
“Ah, mom,” Jensen complained, closing the fridge door and turning around giving
his mom an annoyed look, “Will you please stop trying to set me up?”
Donna reshuffled through the mail in her hands, without meeting Jensen’s eyes,
“Don’t you think it’s time you started dating a little and spending less time
with...Jared? You’ve grown so much this past year, dear, I thought maybe once
you hit your growth spurt...”
Jensen stared at his mom in disbelief, “Mom, I’m barely sixteen.”
“I know, dear,” Donna answered before offering Jensen a hopeful smile, “You
know, I met your father when I was in high school.”
Jensen grabbed another apple from the counter and started to head out of the
kitchen, not at all interested in furthering the conversation with his mother
about dating. In his mind there was only one person for him and only one person
he wanted to spend most of his time with. He knew he couldn’t come right out
and say it to his mother, not yet, but he knew it wasn’t going to change.
Wasting time with anyone else would be pointless.
“Jared’s coming over later and we’re going to work on a project for school in
the treehouse.”
Before Jensen was completely out of earshot he heard his mom mumble more about
him spending so much time with Jared. Jensen couldn’t help but smile.
*
Later that night when Jensen and Jared were in the treehouse, not working on
their project for school, Jensen didn’t tell Jared about the conversation with
his mom. Instead, he kissed him a little harder and rocked his hips a little
faster. He ran his tongue along the soft skin of Jared’s ear making Jared gasp
with pleasure as Jensen clung tighter. Jared wasn’t sure where this desperation
was coming from, Jensen seemed frantic in his movements, rolling his hips
against Jared and kissing as much skin he could reach, it was overwhelming and
exciting. Jared held on for the ride until they were both panting and coming in
their jeans. Jensen licked into Jared’s mouth and ran his fingers through his
sweaty hair, holding him tight.
Jared’s head was still swimming when they made it down from the treehouse
later. The sky was dark but full of shining, bright stars, the fresh night air
helped clear his head, a contrast from the stale air of the treehouse stenched
with smells of sweat and dirt. Jensen followed down the ladder and surprisingly
wrapped his arms around Jared’s waist, pressing a kiss his cheek.
Pulling away immediately Jared glanced around frantically to make sure no one
was around, “Jensen, someone could see us!”
Jensen shrugged, “Jared, the closest house to us is my own and it’s almost
midnight, my parents are asleep.”
“Still, you’re usually so careful about that sort of stuff,” Jared said, eyeing
Jensen suspiciously.
Jensen grabbed his best friend and pulled him close.
*
Donna stood in her nightgown nursing a mug of hot tea as she peered out the
front window to watch the yard. Just beyond eyesight was the infamous treehouse
that her son and his friend spent a lot of their free time in. She thought back
to when her husband decided that Jensen needed a treehouse of his own, a place
to call his own, and Donna had begged him to reconsider. She thought it was too
dangerous and never liked the thought of Jensen being alone and out of eyesight
while he played but her husband assured her that it would encourage Jensen to
be independent.
But of course, Jared moved in shortly after and everything Jensen ended up
doing was with Jared attached at the hip. She couldn’t possibly see how that
was encouraging independence. She was happy to see Jensen with a friend but
overtime they made her more and more uncomfortable especially in the more
recent years. The way they looked at each other, smiled at each other from
across the room, how they always walked shoulder to shoulder, and spent more
time with each other than anyone else. Donna wasn’t even sure Jensen had other
friends aside from Jared and that just wasn’t healthy, in her opinion.
As she finished off her tea, not feeling anymore relaxed or calm from the
situation with her son, she saw him and Jared walking in from the treehouse.
They were smiling brightly, even against the dark night, and Jensen had his arm
draped around the smaller boy’s shoulders. She watched as her son walked Jared
to the end of the drive, they stood for a minute facing each other, just the
back of Jensen visible to her and then, just like that, she watched as her son
pulled the other boy into a kiss.
Donna felt queasy, her face flushed with disappointment and anger, immediately
deciding that Jensen would be going away for the summer.
*
Sophomore year ended, Jensen and Jared were excited to start their summer break
together. But on the first morning of summer break Jensen was given no warning
that he was being shipped off to camp for the entire summer.
“You’re joking!” Jensen demanded as his mother handed him a duffel bag to pack
his clothes, “There is no way I’m going to some camp for the entire summer!”
“You are going, Jensen. Your father and I discussed it at length and feel it’s
the best for you,” Donna said with hard eyes and tight mouth.
“Where was I when you were discussing my summer break?” Jensen yelled as he
threw the duffle bag to the floor.
“Probably in that ridiculous treehouse of yours!” Donna spat, “Now pick up that
bag and put some clothes in it or I will, and trust me, you won’t like the
clothes I choose.”
Donna turned and walked out of Jensen’s room, leaving him fuming mad and
shaking.
“I’m not going!” Jensen yelled after her.
But he did go. Later that day he found himself in the backseat of his parents
car driving seven hours away from the only thing that mattered in his life. He
stared out the window at the landscape flying by and wished with all his might
that he’d wake up any second and be back home in bed.
The wish didn’t come.
*
Back at Jared's house, Jared hopped down the stairs, headed for the kitchen to
grab some food and then hurry over to Jensen’s to hang out. He found his mom
sitting at the dining room table, absentmindedly spinning the phone on the
table with her hand, chin resting in her other hand.
“What’s up, mom?” Jared asked curiously as he opened the fridge to grab the
milk jug.
“Oh sweetie, come sit down for a second,” Sherri said and Jared’s stomach
dropped at the concern in her voice.
Jared padded across the floor and plopped down in a chair, anxious for whatever
was going on.
“Donna just called, she wanted me to let you know that they took Jensen to camp
this morning for the summer,” Jared’s mom looked sad and the words she was
saying didn’t quite make sense in his head.
“What? Jensen didn’t say anything about going away to camp this summer.”
“Sweetheart,” his mother started, voice quiet and soft like she was trying to
prevent the following words from hurting, “Donna saw you and Jensen kiss one
night and made arrangements for him to go away to a church camp for the summer.
I’m so sorry, dear.”
Jared felt sick, he knew exactly what kind of camp Jensen’s parents would send
Jensen to for the way he was with Jared. His body filled to the brim with
emotions he felt like he was spinning out of control. How was he going to
survive an entire summer without Jensen? And how was Jensen going to survive at
a place like that?
“Mom, we have to do something!” Jared begged.
Sherri blinked back tears, “Honey, he’s already gone, there’s nothing we can
do.”
Jared turned quickly to head upstairs when Sherri called after him but he
couldn’t talk anymore, he felt like he was going to explode. He swung the door
to his bedroom open wide and fell onto his bed crying. His stomach hurt as it
twisted in disgust at Jensen’s parents, how they actually believed sending
Jensen away would do anything other than make him hate them, he didn’t know.
His head pounded the harder he cried as he sucked harsh breaths into his lungs
between broken sobs.
After several long minutes of crying into his pillow, his mother knocked
lightly on the door, “Baby, is there anything I can do?”
“Just leave me alone, please,” Jared cried and so for the time being, Sherri
did.
*
It may as well have rained the entire summer because that’s how it felt for
Jared. Every day was a new storm of missing Jensen, his heart tossing around in
his ribcage as wave after wave of pain and loneliness crashed over him. His
body ached with each breath, he felt ripped in two, his other half far, far
away, and Jared just knew Jensen had to have been feeling the same.
He laid in bed one afternoon staring up at the ceiling as warm tears slipped
down his face. There wasn’t anything that interested him, nothing he wanted to
do, and it took all his strength to pull himself out of bed to get food or use
the restroom. His bed felt hard and lumpy, too big even though he’d finally
started to hit his own growth spurt. Jared had noticed that over the past
several weeks his clothes fit a little too short and he assumed that the baby
fat disappearing from his cheeks was due to not eating but the getting taller
he couldn’t blame on that.
Sherri didn’t push Jared to get out and do anything but she always suggested
things they could do together.
“Jared, come take a walk with me, please?” Sherri asked, sticking her head into
Jared’s room, it smelled stale, floor cluttered with dirty clothes and
discarded things that couldn’t hold Jared’s interest long enough.
Jared turned over onto his side, facing away from his mother, “No thanks.”
Sherri’s face dropped into a frown, it was hard seeing her son so depressed
about Jensen being gone for the summer but she knew it was even harder for
Jared, “I think it’ll do you some good to get out into the fresh air for a
bit.”
“I said, no,” Jared mumbled into his pillow, voice hoarse, Sherri assumed from
crying.
She made her way across the room, stepping over junk to push open his window
letting in fresh air, then went to sit down next to her son. Running a soothing
hand down Jared’s arm she asked him if he wanted to talk.
“No,” Jared sniffed.
Sherri didn’t leave, instead she laid down beside her son, and took a calming
breath in.
“When you were little the Ackles had us over for dinner,” Sherri started to
share and Jared curled in on himself more, not sure if he really wanted to be
hearing any of it, “You and Jensen were across the room while we sat at the
dining room table finishing up. I watched as you smiled at each other so wide,
you shared toys so well, and never fought with each other, not once. Watching
you guys together was always such a joy.”
Sherri paused, emotion evident in her voice, she took in another breath before
continuing, “I remember I made a comment about how in love you were with each
other--” pausing Sherri chuckled, “I meant it as a totally innocent comment but
the death glare I received from Donna was chilling. She asked me how I could
say such a horrible thing about her son. It was then that I realized we were
going to be the best thing for Jensen, that I was going to welcome him into our
home like he was my own child, and that having you as a friend was going to
help him in many ways.--This is just one obstacle he’s going to have to get
through but he can do it.”
Jared flipped over onto his other side and buried his face into his mom’s
shoulder, crying heavy tears that soaked into the cotton. Sherri wrapped her
arms around her son and held him tight, silent tears of her own slipping from
her eyes.
“I miss him so much,” Jared sobbed into her, his whole body shaking with
frustration.
“I know you do, baby,” she whispered into his hair as she pressed kisses to his
head, “I miss him too.”
“What if he...what if when he comes back he doesn’t want to be friends
anymore?” Jared choked out like the words were needles in his throat, “What if
they change him? Brainwash him!”
Sherri tightened her grip, she didn’t know what Jensen was going to be like
when he got home at the end of the summer but she did know that he was one of
the strongest and smartest boys she’d ever met.
“Jared, he loves you, he really, really loves you. I don’t think a summer away
is going to change that,” she prayed her words would be true, that she wasn’t
setting her son up for the biggest disappointment of his young life.
Jared cried until everything hurt and he had no more tears, his mother holding
him the entire time. It was dark by the time he was finished and Sherri offered
to order pizza for the night. Jared nodded and peeled himself out of bed to go
wash his tear-soaked face.
“He’s coming back Jared,” Sherri said at the door, “and everything will be
better. Until then, we have to make the best of this summer without him.”
*
For the rest of the summer Jared worked odd jobs around the neighborhood,
mowing lawns, re-painting bedrooms, building a doghouse for the neighbors down
the street, and whatever else someone mentioned to his mom. He did every task
with Jensen on his mind, picturing his face the last time they had hung out,
trying to remember the softness of his lips and how he felt pressed down on
him. His heart ached constantly and putting on a fake smile for his neighbors
all day long was exhausting. He’d crawl into bed each night overwhelmed with
loneliness, his body aching to have the familiar touch of Jensen beside him.
Jared really needed the summer to be over. He needed Jensen home and with him.
*
The night Jensen got home from camp his mom allowed him to call Jared for
twenty minutes. There had been a yelling match in the car about it but
eventually Donna relented. He rolled his eyes, locked himself in his room with
the phone, and called his best friend.
“Jensen?” he heard Jared ask the second he picked up and it almost sent him to
tears at the sound of Jared’s voice.
“Hey,” Jensen smiled against the phone.
“Holy crap!” Jared laughed and all Jensen had to do was close his eyes and he
could perfectly picture Jared’s perfect smile.
“Hi,” Jensen said again after Jared had calmed down a bit, “Jared, listen,
I...I’m really sorry about leaving--”
“Don’t even worry about it,” Jared caught in, clearly just happy to be talking
to Jensen again, “really, I am just so happy to hear from you. It’s been a long
summer without you.”
Jensen bit back tears, “Yeah.”
“Are you okay?” Jared asked, “What was it like there?”
Jensen sighed as his mind flashed from Jared’s face to the camp he wasted his
summer at, “I really don’t want to talk about that camp, Jared. I just...I’m
really happy to hear your voice.”
“I’m sorry, Jensen,” Jared whispered, voice cracking. His heart still ached to
be near Jensen and hearing his voice, hearing how much Jensen didn’t even want
to think about where he’d been all summer just intensified his need to be
wrapped up in Jensen’s arms.
“For what?”
“For where they sent you. I mean, jeez, there is nothing wrong with being gay!”
Jared exclaimed, anger boiling in his stomach at the thought of Jensen’s
parents not accepting Jensen for who he was and not loving him unconditionally.
“I am not gay, Jared.”
Jared paused a second before answering, “Well, you know I’m a guy, right?”
Jensen smiled at Jared’s words, “I know everything about you, Jared, of course
I know you’re a guy.”
“Okay,” Jared started slowly, unsure what Jensen was meaning and hoping it
wasn’t the camp talking, “well I’m a guy and you’re a guy and we fool around
all the time, you know before summer anyway.”
“So?” Jensen asked smiling to himself.
“So, you’re at least a little gay,” Jared replied.
“I’m not gay!” Jensen laughed into the phone as he pictured Jared in his room
trying to get Jensen to admit to something.
“Okay! But you know, it’s okay if you are, right?” Jared offered, unsure if
Jensen was being honest.
“I’m not gay,” Jensen said pointedly. When Jared didn’t respond right away,
Jensen continued, “I’m not, okay? I’m not anything, I’m just me, just Jensen.
Everyone always seems so concerned but I’ve never really put much thought into
it. It’s always been you, okay? I’ve never had interest in anyone else, not
girls, not guys, just you. I don’t know what that means and I don’t really
care.”
It was quiet between them again, Jensen’s heart thundering in his chest at his
admission, it was the first time he ever put his feelings into words, “What?”
“You’re not going to like it,” Jared said warmly.
“What?”
“You know what this means, right?” Jared asked and Jensen held his breath for
what the situation apparently meant, “It means, you’re Jaredsexual.”
“You wish,” Jensen laughed, cheeks hurting from smiling as his heart clenched
to be near his best friend again, he hadn't smiled this much all summer long,
“So, are you gay?” Jensen asked curious about Jared’s answer. He honestly had
never put thoughts like this to their situation, just always felt they were
just them. No labels needed.
“Yeah,” Jared answered without hesitation, “I mean, since we were kids I never
had any interest in girls.”
“But other guys?” Jensen asked cautiously, unsure if he wanted to hear the
answer.
“Yeah, but never quite like you,” Jared answered with a smile to his voice.
Jensen swallowed hard against the words, “What about while I was gone?”
“I was waiting for you.”
“Good.”
*
Jensen climbed up the ladder to their treehouse; he hadn’t been in it since
summer had started. He crawled in, sat against the wall with his head back,
breathing in the familiar scent of wood and trees. Comic books were scattered
in the corner with one of Jared’s notebooks, the ratty blanket they had kept up
there for years, tossed in it’s usual spot, and just the sound of the wind
rustling through the leaves outside. Jensen was finally home and all he needed
now was to see Jared.
“Jensen,” he heard Jared loudly whisper from below, “I’m coming up.”
Jensen’s heart thundered in his chest, a mix of excitement and longing twisting
together in his stomach.
Jared popped his head up from the cut out in the floor and Jensen couldn’t
believe it. Jared was...Jared was beautiful. All the chubbiness in his cheeks
were replaced with high cheekbones and a strong jaw, his chocolate brown hair,
pushed back behind his ears and long enough to stay out of his hazel eyes.
“Hey,” Jared smiled brightly, stunning Jensen even further, as he pulled
himself up, all twenty feet of him, until he was sitting against the side wall,
head bent to fit and legs folded across one another.
“Oh my god,” Jensen breathed as he continued to stare at his best friend.
Chuckling Jared bent his head and ran a hand through his sleek hair, “What?”
Shaking his head, disbelief written all over his face, Jensen answered, “I have
no clue. I go away for a summer and come back to...”
“Me finally hitting my growth spurt?” Jared finished, smiling at Jensen’s
reaction, he had been a little worried about what Jensen would think, it was
still a little shocking even for him when he looked into the mirror to see
someone older looking back at him.
Jensen swallowed, still slowly shaking his head before biting his lip and
replying, “I was thinking more like ‘Adonis’.”
Cheeks burning at Jensen’s compliment and Jared's palms itched with the need to
touch Jensen.
Jensen shook his head faster, clearing his thoughts and ran a hand down his
face, “Wow.”
“What?” Jared whispered, voice not working quite right.
“Nothing,” Jensen answered, looking anywhere but at Jared, “I guess we don’t
really fit in here anymore.”
“We can still fit,” Jared replied, cursing his voice for only coming out as a
whisper.
Jensen finally turned his glance to Jared with a challenging smirk.
Jared cleared his throat, “Wanna see?”
The air was charged with anticipation, strong forces from both swirling about
in a tiny area, making them dizzy with desire.
Jensen licked his lips unconsciously in response.
Jared moved over to where he used to always lay down with Jensen towering over
him, resting his head on the blanket and stretching out. His long, overgrown
legs, now bent at the knee and pointing to the ceiling.
“See? Perfect fit!” Jared smiled, wiggling a little to get more comfortable.
Jensen laughed, revealing the smile only reserved for Jared and it set Jared’s
insides on fire, he missed that smile all summer it hurt.
“And where am I supposed to go?” Jensen asked biting his lip.
They stared for a second, just taking each other in, blood rushing in their
ears, pushing every thought out of their heads except the ones of each other.
“You’ll just have to fit between my legs now,” Jared whispered, voice betraying
him again.
Jensen groaned and dropped his chin to his chest, “You are trying to kill me.”
When he picked his head up and looked back at Jared, he couldn’t deny the
invitation and crawled over to fit himself between his legs.
He cradled his best friend’s face in his hands and gazed down at him. He’d
grown so much while he was gone and Jensen felt like he’d missed it all. But
here they were, home, in their treehouse, staring at each other, taking it all
in.
Jensen studied him, couldn’t take his eyes off Jared. He ran his finger down
Jared’s cheek, then over his lips, he turned his hand over, grazing his
knuckles against the side of Jared’s face and Jared nuzzled into the soft
touch. Jared itched for more, felt like he couldn’t wait for Jensen to kiss
him, press down on him, and to remember his taste. But Jensen took his time
just looking and tracing the shape of Jared’s face with his fingers.
Finally after Jared was so wound up he felt he was going to burst, Jensen
pressed his lips to Jared’s, pulling a satisfying moan from Jared. Bottle
rockets exploded in his stomach, having Jensen back, on top of him, feeling his
lips and his tongue and his hands, was everything Jared needed and wanted. He
hadn’t realized until that moment just how much he truly missed having his best
friend the past three months and how much he really did love, truly love,
Jensen in every way. Jared wrapped his arms tightly around Jensen’s shoulders
and pulled him down tighter against his chest as their lips and tongues worked
together.
All Jared’s fears about Jensen changing over the summer were banished. Jensen
was there, kissing him, clinging to him like his life depended on it, and Jared
knew he was there to stay.
Their kissing grew more intense as they grabbed at each other and their hips
rocked in unison but Jared wanted more.
“Jensen,” Jared breathed between kisses.
“Yeah?” Jensen asked as he pulled back and went for Jared’s neck, sucking
softly.
Running his fingers through Jensen’s short hair Jared breathed heavy, “Jensen,
fuck me.”
Jensen froze at Jared’s words before bringing his eyes up to meet Jared’s,
“What?”
“Please,” Jared breathed, frantic, “fuck me. I’m ready, you’re ready, we waited
all summer, please Jensen.”
Jensen groaned and dropped his head to Jared’s chest.
“All summer I thought about it,” Jared went on as Jensen ran his hands up under
Jared’s shirt to feel his heated skin and pressed sharp kisses to his exposed
chest, “Please, Jensen.”
Jensen claimed Jared’s mouth with his own, kissing him hard into the floor of
the treehouse and not letting up until they were completely breathless, gasping
for air.
“No,” Jensen finally answered.
“Jensen, please,” Jared begged.
Jensen pulled at Jared’s bottom lip with his teeth and shook his head, “No, I
am not going to fuck you for the first time in a fucking tree, Jared.”
“Why not?” Jared whined pushing his hips up against Jensen, “It’s perfect
really. Our whole lives we’ve spent up in this tree, Jensen. This place is
ours.”
“No,” Jensen said again looking Jared straight in the eye.
When Jensen returned to sucking on Jared’s neck Jared ran his hands down
Jensen’s back to his ass.
“You know,” Jared started whispering, “when you were away this summer, I
started preparing myself for it, foryou.”
Jensen stopped dead in his tracks and it made Jared smile devilishly.
“It started ‘cause I missed you so much, I missed how your lips felt on my skin
and how your body felt pressing down on mine. I’d jerk off and think about the
last time you sucked me off, how you barely circled my hole with your finger.”
Grabbing Jared’s face Jensen smashed their lips together in a violent kiss,
slipping his tongue passed Jared’s lips and mapping out his mouth. Jared’s head
was spinning, his body boiled with desire as Jensen held him down hard and
devoured him. When Jensen pulled back for air Jared continued on, “Once I
thought about your finger there I couldn’t help but obsess about you filling me
up. So, I started really slowly just using lotion and got the tip of my finger
in.”
Jensen nipped at Jared’s neck before running his tongue along the tender skin
as Jared continued, “Pretty soon I started fucking myself on my fingers and
pretending it was you, Jensen. I missed you so bad, I just wanted to feel you,
every part of you, every where on me,in me. I’m ready Jensen.”
Jensen claimed Jared’s mouth again and kissed him like it was the last thing
he’d ever get to do. As their tongues tangled together, Jensen rocked his hips
violently against Jared’s until they were both sweating. Jared was so close and
yet he wanted to hold off, he wanted to hold off so that Jensen would have to
fuck him but it was apparent that Jensen’s answer was still “no”.
A moan slipped from Jensen’s lips as he undid both their jeans with lightening
speed and had their hard cocks in his hand. In an instant Jensen was coming hot
all over Jared’s belly, eyes squeezed shut and head thrown back. Another pump
from Jensen’s hand and Jared shot off like a rocket, adding to the mess.
Jensen slumped against him, breathing heavy and rubbing his face into Jared’s
neck.
“You’re my best friend, Jared. Which means you deserve the best. Which means
you deserve to lose your virginity in a bed and not a tree like a fucking
monkey,” Jensen said adamantly as Jared burst out laughing.
It was so good having Jensen home. Jared threw his arms around Jensen’s neck
and pulled him close, kissing his cheek and neck as he laughed. He felt so full
of emotion and warmth, he couldn’t remember the last time he was this happy.
The worst summer of his life was over, he had Jensen back in his arms, and
things were like he’d never left. In fact, things were even better between
them, like they’d grown even closer during their time apart.
*
Jensen wasn’t supposed to be spending time with Jared.
In fact, up until school finally started Jensen’s parents were very strict
about where he was heading off to. He would lie, of course, say he was going to
another friend’s house but he was always going to Jared’s. His parents thought
that spending a summer away would be the magic trick to change things between
him and Jared but really all it did was intensify their feelings. So, after
several weeks into their senior year of trying to tiptoe around his parents and
find better excuses as to where he was spending all his time, Jensen just
stopped trying to hide from his parents when he was heading out to meet up with
Jared.
“I’m heading over to Jared’s,” Jensen said nonchalantly as he headed towards
the door.
“Excuse me?” his mother asked turning around from the stove.
Jensen rolled his eyes, “Look, I know you and dad don’t want me to see Jared
but what you don’t understand is that that is completely ridiculous. Jared is
my best friend, mom. The only way you’re going to get me to stop hanging out
with him is to move us far, far away and I know you won’t do that because of
dad’s job and how you’re at the top of the Stepford Wives totem pole here.”
“Jensen Ross,” his mother threatened darkly, “You watch your mouth or I will
send you far, far away.”
Jensen put up his hands in surrender, cautious not to overstep, “I’m just
saying, keeping me from hanging out with my best friend isn’t going to work but
I have a compromise.”
“Jensen, this is not up for discussion,” his mother said absolute, lips tight.
“Just hear me out,” Jensen said waiting for his mom to nod her head slightly in
agreement, “If you get off my back about hanging out with Jared, I’ll go on
three dates with girls from church of your choosing. That way you get the good
boy appearance you want and I get to enjoy the rest of my senior year.”
His mother pursed her lips, folding and refolding the dishtowel in her hand,
“Jensen, you clearly have this idea in your head that your father’s and my
actions are for something other than for your own good. But that’s not true,
what you have with Jared is--”
“Don’t,” Jensen boldly interrupted, pointing his finger right at his mother,
“Jared is my best friend, he means more to me than anyone else, ever. And
nothing you say or think about it will change that. The sooner you accept that,
the better.”
Jensen was really pushing the line, he had never been so vocal before about
disobeying his parents and usually just kept to himself but it had gone on long
enough. He was finally growing into his own skin and wanted nothing more than
to be left alone by his parents. His mother was angry--furious, he could tell.
The way she licked her teeth from behind her lips and wouldn’t look him in the
eye was a clear indicator that she was on the verge of doing some damage. But
Jensen stood his ground, laid it all out there and wasn’t going to take
anything less than what he was offering.
“Fine,” Donna said raising her eyes to Jensen’s, “You stick to curfews, keep
your grades up, no more talking back, do your chores, and take Amy on a date
this weekend and I’ll allow you to continue spending time with yourfriend.”
Jensen rolled his eyes, “I’m going to Jared’s, I’ll call Amy on the way.”
*
Jared was up in his room getting his homework out of the way when Jensen showed
up.
“Hey,” Jared smiled warmly when Jensen leaned against the doorway dressed in
jeans and a hoodie Jared couldn’t wait to pull off.
“Hi,” Jensen halfway smiled in a way that set alarms off in Jared’s head.
Putting down his pen Jared spun his chair completely towards Jensen, “What’s
wrong?”
Jensen let out a sigh and crossed Jared’s room to sit heavy on his bed, “I have
something to tell you and you’re not going to like it.”
Jared’s stomach twisted unpleasantly, “What is it?”
“I have to go out on a date on Friday with Amy Thompson,” Jensen said, staring
down at the floor.
“What?” Jared asked, the words coming from Jensen’s lips were not at all what
he was expecting.
Jensen let out another sigh, “It’s the only way my parents will let me continue
hanging out with you, if I go out on three dates with girls from our church. I
don’t want to, you know I don’t want to, but it’s a compromise.”
It was quiet, really quiet in Jared’s room as he stared at Jensen in disbelief.
Taking Jensen away for the summer wasn’t enough? Now they were making him go
out on dates? It made Jared sick to think about Jensen spending a Friday night
with Amy who had very clearly shown her admiration for Jensen on a number of
occasions.
“I’m really sorry, Jared,” Jensen said quietly.
Jared shrugged, “Whatever.”
Jensen dropped his head to his chest as he scrubbed a hand down his face then
got up to kneel at Jared’s feet, face pointed up at him with pleading eyes,
“Hey, I really am sorry Jared but what am I supposed to do? I don’t really have
a choice.”
A humorless laugh escaped Jared’s lips as he sat there shoulders hunched,
Jensen’s hands running soothing circles over his thighs.
“Just pretend Amy and I are working on a school project together and before you
know it, it’ll be over,” Jensen suggested.
Jared shook his head, he couldn’t believe Jensen didn’t get it, “You don’t get
it do you? I don’t want to pretend anything, Jensen. I don’t want to pretend
that you and I are just friends. I want to hold your hand in the hallways at
school. I want to kiss you anytime I want and not hold back the urge just
because someone else is around. I want to be your boyfriend, Jensen. Don’t you
get that?”
Before Jared could catch his breath Jensen had his face in his hands and was
pressing a hard kiss to Jared’s lips, “Of course I know that Jared. Don’t you
think I want that too? Don’t you think that if I had it my way I never would
have spent an entire summer away from you? Where I spent every moment thinking
about you and it hurt so bad I couldn’t concentrate on a single thing. Where
every day away from you felt like I was being ripped in half? Don’t you get
that?”
Jensen continued to hold Jared’s face right up to his, hot breath scalding his
face as Jensen bore eyes into him. Jensen kissed him again, hard with intent
before slipping his burning tongue into his mouth and tasting him completely.
“Jared,” Jensen breathed, “I hate it, okay? I hate it, I really do and I can’t
even begin to imagine how you must feel about it but what am I supposed to do?
What choice do I have? Please, please tell me what I’m supposed to do.”
Their foreheads pressed together, Jared breathed out, “I don’t know.”
After a moment they both got up and went over to the bed to sit down, the
mattress sinking beneath their weight. Jensen threaded their fingers together
and held Jared’s hand tightly.
“I’m sorry,” Jensen said again.
“It’s okay,” Jared said sincerely, “You do what you gotta do and I’ll just deal
with it.”
“It won’t be forever,” Jensen promised.
“Yeah.”
There was a light knock on the door and Jared told his mom to come in.
Sherri looked from one boy to the other, “Is everything okay?”
Jensen gave her a half smile when Jared didn’t offer any reply, “Yeah, my
parents just suck.”
Sherri’s face immediately dropped into a frown as she walked to her boys and
pressed kisses to their heads, “Pizza will be here in twenty.”
*
Jared moped about on Friday night while Jensen was out with Amy, he sat slumped
on the couch, flipping through channels, not really watching whatever was on,
too caught up in his own head. It didn’t seem to matter to him that he knew
Jensen didn’t have any real feelings for Amy but it didn’t hurt any less. Jared
even liked Amy for the most part, they had AP bio together and she really knew
her stuff. He just hated the whole thing and couldn’t stop picturing scenarios
of Jensen kissing her goodnight even though he knew it wasn’t Jensen’s style.
“Sweetie,” Jared’s mom sang as she sat down next to him and pulled him to her,
pressing a kiss to his hair, “are you sure you don’t want to go do your own
thing tonight?”
Jard let out a heavy sigh, “No.”
“Want me to order more pizza? Or make you something else to eat?” Sherri asked,
the empty boxes of two large pizzas sitting before them on the coffee table.
“Not hungry,” Jared mumbled, letting all his weight rest against his mother as
she ran a soothing hand over his head.
“Wanna talk about it?” she cooed, her voice a soothing presence in his ear.
Jared loved his mom, they had a very special bond and she always knew when to
offer comfort and when to let him be. And right then, that’s all he wanted, the
comforting presence of his mother.
Jared shook his head, “Just wanna sit here.”
“Okay, honey.”
They stayed like that for awhile, a procedural cop show playing on the tv in
the background, until there was a light tapping on the sidedoor window.
They turned to see Jensen peering in through the glass and Sherri jumped up to
let him in.
“Thanks,” Jensen said which Sherri replied with a smiling nod before making
herself scarce.
Jensen walked over to the couch and plopped down right next to Jared, knee
pressing to Jared’s thigh.
“Hey,” Jensen goaded as Jared stared down at his hands in his lap, “I’ve got
something to tell you.”
Jared scoffed, “Yeah? Like how your date went?”
Leaning in Jensen brushed his lips across Jared’s cheek and breathed in deep
making Jared shiver, “Kind of. But I think you’ll like it.”
Interest peaked, Jared leaned in slightly to Jensen’s face, could feel Jensen
immediately smile against his cheek and warm breath from his nose.
Jensen pressed his lips to Jared’s cheek again before pulling back, “So, I told
Amy everything.”
“You what?” Jared asked turning his head quickly to look at Jensen who was
wearing mischievous grin on his face.
Jensen shrugged still smiling, “I was sitting there, feeling so guilty because
I knew you were here moping around, she was there thinking she actually had a
chance, and me having to deal with being the one affecting both of you. So, I
told her the truth.”
Jared’s jaw dropped, the last thing he was expecting was Jensen to tell Amy
anything about what was really going on but his heart fluttered at the thought
of someone other than his mom knowing about them.
“What exactly did you say?” Jared asked.
“Well, first I apologized and told her my parents put me up to it,” Jensen
chuckled as he thought back to dinner, “then the second I brought you up, she
figured it out.”
“How’d she take it?” Jared asked apprehensive.
Jensen’s face softened immediately as he leaned in, cupping Jared’s cheek with
his hand as he kissed him, long and slow, taking Jared’s breath away.
When Jensen pulled away, Jared’s cheeks were rosy and lips slick, it took all
of Jensen’s strength not to continue the kiss and forget the news he had to
tell Jared.
“She took it really well, really smiley, it was kind of weird actually,” Jensen
chuckled, “but I told her about the deal I made with my parents in exchange of
hanging out with you without their interference. She was totally understanding
and promised she wouldn’t say anything to anyone about it.”
Jensen let out a sigh, relief written all over his face at how well his evening
had gone and it made Jared happy for him.
“That’s good,” Jared smiled, “I’m glad you had a good time.”
“That’s not all,” Jensen said immediately, smile growing wider.
Jared eyed Jensen suspiciously, “Okay, what else?”
“I had this idea hit me while we were sitting there having dinner and I brought
it up to her and she totally agreed to it,” Jensen couldn’t contain the smile
on his face and it set off rockets in Jared’s stomach, “So, for prom, I’ll tell
my parents I’m taking Amy. Her and her parents will come over, we’ll take
pictures, make my mom happy and then leave. She and I will split up though,
she’ll go off with her friends and I’ll come here to pick you up.”
Jared’s eyes went wide, “Is this your way of asking me to prom?”
Jensen shrugged but his smile never faltered, “You know I couldn’t care less
about prom but I know it’s something you want to do so I figured this was the
way we could do it.”
Jared couldn’t believe what he was hearing, Jensen had actually made plans so
that they could go to prom together.
“So, what you’re telling me, is that you and I are just going to walk into
prom...together?” Jared asked, almost not even believing it.
“Sure, why not?” Jensen replied like it was no big deal that the two of them
were going to show up together, in tuxes, without girls on their arms, at prom.
“Jensen, you do realize that people are going to think things if we do this,
right?” Jared reminded, “I mean, I don’t care what people think but, you...”
This time when Jensen leaned in he pressed his lips hard to Jared’s before
parting Jared’s lips with his tongue. Their mouths were hot as their tongues
tangled and Jared’s heart thundered in his chest as Jensen pressed him into the
back of the couch, solid weight holding him still and Jared drank it all in
like hot chocolate on a cold night.
“You’re my best friend, Jared,” Jensen said once they’d broken apart, “and Amy
said that most people already suspect what that means. They leave us alone
about it because if they didn’t we could kick their ass.”
Jared laughed, “You could kick their ass.”
“Have you looked at yourself lately?” Jensen asked, slapping Jared’s shoulder,
“You’re not a scrawny thirteen year old anymore, Jared. You could do some
serious ass kicking if you wanted.”
“I don’t want to kick anyone’s ass,” Jared said softly smiling down at his
hands.
“That’s okay,” Jensen said, taking one of Jared’s hands in his own, “I’ll do it
for you. I’d do anything for you.”
“Thanks,” Jared said turning his smile to Jensen, “let’s hope it doesn’t come
to that though.”
“It won’t,” Jensen smiled back and it filled Jared with that familiar warmth
he’d known since they were kids, “now let’s play some Halo.”
Jared let out an abrupt laugh, feeling so much better than earlier in the night
when he feared the worst about what was going to come from Jensen’s date with
Amy. It turned out that it couldn’t have gone any better and it excited Jared
that they were headed in a really good direction. Only a few more months of
dealing with Jensen’s parents and then they’d be gone.
Halfway through their second game Jared chuckled, “I can’t believe you asked me
to prom.”
“Shut up,” Jensen smiled, keeping his eyes on the tv.
*
Donna was absolutely thrilled that Jensen had asked Amy to the prom, she stood
silently with her fingers at her lips, trying to keep from crying as Jensen
walked down the stairs in his tux. In no time Amy and her parents arrived
basically thrusting her into Jensen’s arms where they stood awkwardly with
smiles plastered to their faces as both sets of parents shot off hundreds of
pictures.
After Donna was satisfied with the amount of pictures and different poses they
said their goodbyes and left.
The plan was to take Amy to her friend’s house and then drive back to Jared’s
where he’d park in the garage instead of on the street where his parents could
see the car.
“Thanks again for doing this,” Jensen said as they pulled up outside Amy’s
destination.
Amy smiled flashing her perfect teeth, “It was no problem. I hope you and Jared
have fun tonight.”
“You too. We’ll see you there,” Jensen said smiling as she stepped out of the
car, “and Amy, you look really nice.”
Genuine gratitude colored her face at Jensen’s compliment, “Thanks, you’re not
so bad yourself.”
When Jensen pulled away from the curb he thought about how nice Amy was, she
was sweet and pretty, they were able to carry on an interesting conversation
after he came clean to her the night of their dinner, she was pretty much
exactly what his parents wanted for him but his soul didn’t ache for her. His
heart didn’t speed up when she flashed her perfect smile at him, he didn’t long
to know every thought and feeling she had, not to mention his dick pretty much
took a vacation anytime they were together. But with Jared everything was
intensified. He was happy and complete, there were things that he felt that he
couldn’t explain and he never wanted to have to.
Jensen was practically giddy when he pulled into Jared’s garage, unexpected
excitement vibrated throughout his body as he walked in from the garage.
“Oh don’t you look handsome!” Sherri crooned as she pulled him into a hug and
then held him out at arms length to get a good look, “Simply dashing, look at
you!”
“Thanks,” Jensen blushed.
“Hey,” Jensen heard from the top of the stairs as he turned to see his best
friend walking down in a perfectly fitted suit, a dress shirt matching Jensen’s
vest, and his hair brushed neat, tucked nicely behind his ears.
“Wow,” Jensen breathed out, he couldn’t take his eyes off Jared as he strode
over to him.
Jared chuckled nervously, “Wow, yourself.”
For a second they just stood staring at each other, taking it all in. Jensen
reached up and ran his hands along Jared’s muscled shoulders, fabric slick
beneath his skin, and down his arms to hold his hands when a bright flash broke
them from the moment.
“Mom!” Jared playfully complained, “tryin’ to have a moment here!”
“Sorry!” Sherri apologized as she held up her camera again and snapped another
picture, “don’t want to miss anything! Now say ‘cheese!’”
They slung their arms around each other and humored Sherri as she snapped off a
few more pictures before they broke out into laughter. This round of pictures
much more genuine and comfortable than the ones taken at Jensen’s house.
Sherri ushered them into the backyard to take more pictures because “the sun
setting is just so beautiful and perfect right now!”.
As Sherri stood there and watched as her son fixed the tie of his best friend
and watched as they gazed at each other with the greatest of admiration and
genuine affection she was brought back to a memory of Jared as a child.
Jared had just come home from playing at Jensen’s all afternoon, he was nothing
but smiles and flung his arms around her the second he walked in the door.
“You have fun at Jensen’s, honey?” Sherri asked even though it was obvious he’d
had a great time probably spending all their time in their treehouse.
Jared nodded his head proudly, “‘Course I did, Jensen’s my best friend! I’m
gonna marry him someday momma. Like you and daddy.”
Sherri kissed her son and squeezed him a little tighter, her heart so full of
love for her baby, “As long as you’re both happy.”
“We’re best friends,” Jared had said smiling up at her.
And they were, Sherri had never seen two people with a bond as strong and here
they were standing together, dressed to the nines, getting ready to head out
for their senior prom all these years later.
“Ahh, mom, you’re not going to cry are you?” Jared complained as Sherri wiped
tears from her eyes brought on by the memory.
“Oh hush, it’s not everyday a mom gets to see her boys off to prom,” Sherri
said waving them over and pulling them both into a bone crushing hug, “I love
you boys so much.”
“Love you too,” they replied as the three stood there in the grass clinging to
each other.
“Okay, okay,” Sherri subsided as she let go of the boys and took a step back,
“I guess it’s time you boys go before I really start crying.”
Jared pressed a kiss to her cheek and smiled, “Thanks mom...for everything.”
“Okay seriously, leave,” Sherri teased, choking back a sob.
Jared laughed, grabbed Jensen by the hand and headed back into the house to
grab their stuff before leaving for their senior prom, together.
*
“We don’t have to go in,” Jared said as they stood outside the gym of their
high school, loud music pouring out each time the door swung open to let more
students in.
Jensen was suddenly very nervous and he wasn’t quite sure why but his palms
were sweating and his tie felt like it was tighter than before. He looked up to
Jared who gave him a comforting smile and Jensen knew he had to do this for
Jared. Jared deserved to have fun at his senior prom.
“No, I’m fine,” Jensen smiled back as he pressed his hand to the small of
Jared’s back and led them inside.
The gym was handsomely dressed with an abundance of balloons and streamers.
Strings upon strings of lights hung from the ceiling casting a pinkish glow
over the entire room. At the far end was a DJ set up with loud speakers, a food
and punch table set up in front of one side of the bleachers, tables and chairs
scattered in one corner, and the rest of the place was filled with their
classmates dancing in the center.
“We can still turn back,” Jared said giving Jensen an out but Jensen shook his
head, squared his shoulders, and lead them further inside with his chin held
high.
They were immediately bombarded by Amy who threw her arms around their necks,
pulling them down into an awkward hug, “I’m so glad you guys made it! Come sit
with us!” she pointed towards a group of her friends sitting at one of the
tables. Jensen recognized most of the people from various classes they’d shared
throughout their time in high school. The group welcomed the guys as they sat
down and Amy immediately began to tell them about what her group had been up to
since Jensen dropped her off.
“Oh and if you need any help with the punch, I’ve got you covered,” Amy said in
a whisper, leaning close to Jensen as she pulled her purse open to reveal a
flask.
Jensen’s eyes went wide, maybe Amy wasn’t the over the top good girl their
parents assumed her to be, “No thanks, I’m good,” he answered with a laugh.
“Well, if you change your mind,” she said with a wink and turned back to one of
her girl friends.
Jared sat next to him, bouncing his leg to the rhythm of the music and looking
up at all the decorations. His silky hair brushed nicely back, showcasing his
dimpled face, and Jensen had the strongest urge to lean over and kiss him.
Someday, he thought. Someday he’d have the guts to do it in front of anyone
with no hesitation or anxiety.
“You should go dance,” Jensen said to Jared as Jared watched their classmates
on the dancefloor.
Jared returned the look with an affectionate smile, “I’m good right here.”
“As long as you’re not waiting for me,” Jensen remarked with a sympathetic
look. There was a lot Jensen was willing to do for Jared but get up and dance
was definitely not one of them, “‘cause there’s no way I’m dancing.”
Jared’s smile never faltered as he kept his eyes on Jensen, the music loud and
surrounding them, making them feel like they were in their own little bubble,
“You’ve already done so much for me tonight, Jensen. I really appreciate it.”
“Night’s not over,” Jensen said wagging his eyebrows as Jared’s stomach twisted
in desire and anticipation. Jared didn’t know for sure what else Jensen had
planned but he had an idea and it was something Jared felt he’d been waiting
for forever.
As the night continued on Jared and Jensen hung out with a bunch of their
classmates, laughing at memories from the past four years of school together,
drank a lot of punch, listened to the loud, over-played music, and watched
people come and go from the dancefloor. Halfway through the night Amy grabbed
Jared by the hand and pulled him up to go dance. He protested originally but
Jensen could tell he really wanted to go so he encouraged them to and told Amy
to watch where she put her hands. Jared’s face immediately went red as Jensen
and Amy just smirked.
Jensen watched as they moved to the upbeat music, laughing the entire time as
Jared spun Amy around as he moved his hips. The widest, dimpled grin splayed
across Jared’s face that even from a distance was blinding and it made Jensen
really happy to see. Jared looked like he was having a lot of fun and although
Jensen couldn’t help but roll his eyes at some of Jared’s dance moves he felt
his own smile grow as he watched.
After a few songs, Jensen’s skin itched to be close to Jared again and so when
the music slowed down and a quiet song began to play, he got up from the table
and made his way to where Jared and Amy were.
When Amy saw Jensen approach she gave Jared a wink and stepped away as Jensen
took her place.
“What are you doing?” Jared whispered as he glanced around at his classmates,
none of them were really looking, too busy wrapped up in the arms of whoever
they were dancing with but it didn’t keep Jared’s heart from racing.
“I don’t know,” Jensen confessed, smiling nervously as he pulled Jared to him
swaying to the melody filling the room.
Jared felt so solid against him, his once shrimpy and soft best friend now tall
and muscled it made his mouth dry and heart speed up. The familiar scent of
Jared’s skin filled him as he breathed and he almost forgot where they were,
almost forgot that they were surrounded by the people they’d grown up with and
gone to school with, the same people who apparently always knew about them and
if they didn’t, then they definitely knew now. The thought of that sparked
something in Jensen, a sense of pride that he didn’t know he had, he suddenly
felt honored to be right where he was with Jared pressed to him. His heart
glowed with pride at the thought that Jared picked him all those years ago and
never let him go, that even when they were separated an entire summer, Jared
waited, heartbroken and lonely, for Jensen to get back.
Jensen always knew that what they had between them was special, that most
people didn’t have what they did, but maybe he didn’t realize it fully, maybe
it was something that he would continue to grow and understand as they got
older.
A fire burned in Jensen’s belly to let Jared know what he was feeling.
Electricity buzzed through him as he pulled back slightly and gazed up at his
best friend, a loving but expectant look upon his face.
“You’re my best friend, Jared,” Jensen whispered, voice hoarse with emotion.
Jared smiled down at him and nodded in agreement.
Then just like that Jensen pushed up and pressed his lips to Jared’s. The whole
world stopped around them, everything but the two of them ceased to exist, it
was if they were the only two people around, wrapped up in nothing but love and
devotion to one another.
Jensen broke the kiss, his face feeling like fire but he didn’t care because
the look on Jared’s face was something he’d never seen before but it was the
most beautiful he’d ever looked. The air around them dripped with intensity as
their hearts hammered in their chests, they couldn’t take their eyes off one
another.
“Let’s go,” Jared croaked as he ran his hands down Jensen’s arms and gripped
his biceps tightly.
“What?” Jensen asked, head still swimming with adrenaline, “Dance isn’t over.”
“Please,” Jared whispered begging Jensen with his whole body to get out of the
middle of the dancefloor, surrounded by prying eyes.
Jensen nodded as he took Jared’s hand and they dashed out of the school gym
into the cool night air, leaving their senior prom behind them. It was quiet on
their run back to the car, just the jingle of Jensen’s keys in his hand and
their swift footsteps against the cement.
At the car Jensen pushed Jared against the side and leaned completely into him,
taking his mouth over with his own. Jared parted his lips for Jensen’s tongue
as they kissed heatedly against the car, their breaths ragged whenever they’d
pull apart to catch their breath. Jensen’s hands cupped Jared’s face as his
thumbs stroked his cheeks. There was nothing in Jensen’s head besides want,
need, more.
Jared’s arms were tight around Jensen’s body as they stayed melted into each
other.
“Jensen,” Jared panted against Jensen’s neck as he rocked his hips against
Jensen’s, “let’s go back to my house.”
Pushing up against Jared’s hips, dick hard in his dress pants, he stuttered a
second before answering, “Yeah...okay...”
Doing his best not to speed, Jensen drove them back to Jared’s as fast as he
could, constantly throwing anticipating looks at Jared who returned them with
the same intensity.
Once they were safely parked in the garage Jensen grabbed Jared’s face and
planted a searing kiss to his lips. He wasted no time twisting his tongue with
Jared’s and biting at his bottom lip.
“Inside,” Jared moaned as they groped at each other and Jensen just nodded,
grabbing his bag from the backseat, and then headed inside.
The house was quiet, all the lights off except the one in the front room,
“Mom?” Jared called out but there was no answer. Jared walked to the kitchen
and found a note from his mom:
Went to Brenda’s for the night. Call if you need anything!
Hope the dance was fun, I want to hear all about it tomorrow!
Love, Mom
Be good!
Jared turned to Jensen, his eyes dark with desire making his dick twitch in his
pants. He swallowed hard and took a deep breath trying to calm his nerves but
there was no denying every inch of his body was screaming to be touched and to
be touched by Jensen.
Jensen closed the gap between them as he pulled Jared into another heated kiss
and rocked his hips against his best friend.
“Upstairs,” Jared whined as Jensen ran his hands down Jared’s back to grab at
his ass and hold him even closer.
In Jared’s room he flipped on his bedside lamp illuminating the room with a
soft glow. Jensen appeared behind, threw his bag onto Jared’s bed then ran his
hands up the sides of Jared’s legs and rested them on his hips as he pressed
in, cock hard against Jared’s clothed ass. Jared moaned, dropped his head
between his shoulders to try and get his bearings, his head swimming with
desire and the warm breath of Jensen on his neck was sending chills over his
body.
Kissing at Jared’s neck Jensen smoothed his hands over Jared’s taut stomach
then slowly began pulling his shirt free from his pants before working on this
belt. When Jensen had stripped him down to his boxers he couldn’t hold back any
longer and pushed him down on the bed. Jensen ripped off his own clothes and
quickly climbed up between Jared’s legs before leaning in to claim Jared’s
mouth with his own.
Before too long they were panting, dicks achingly hard against each other, and
Jensen wasn’t sure how much longer he was going to last. He reached over into
his bag and pulled out some lube, putting a condom aside while he started
working Jared open. Jared keened under him as Jensen slid his fingers in,
spreading them slightly, and rubbing soothing circles against the slick skin.
If his dick wasn’t already leaking and almost painfully hard, he could finger
Jared all night, just watching the pleasure flood his face and listen to the
noises he made.
Jensen kissed him, so full of emotion for his best friend he felt like he was
going to explode. He wanted to give Jared everything and not just what they
were doing tonight but everything in the world for the rest of their lives.
“Jensen, please,” Jared begged as he pushed back on Jensen’s thick fingers,
“I’m ready, please.”
Jensen dropped his chin to his chest and groaned as he gripped Jared’s thigh
tightly with his free hand.
“What?”
“I’m only going to last like two seconds,” Jensen confessed as just the thought
of getting inside Jared was enough to set him off if he wasn’t chewing bruises
to his lips.
Jared pulled Jensen down by his neck and smashed their lips together, “Me too,
so hurry up.”
Once the condom was on and Jensen liberally lubed himself up, he braced himself
above Jared on his arms and slowly pushed into the unbelievably tight, hot
hole.
Jared flung his head back against his pillow, gasping at the blunt pressure of
Jensen’s dick filling him up.
On shaky arms Jensen stilled, trying his hardest not to come undone but the
sensation was too intense, making him bite down harder on his bottom lip.
“Am I hurting you?” Jensen managed to groan out.
Jared shook his head fast, eyes shut tight, “Don’t stop.”
With that, Jensen was in completely, Jared’s scorching body heat wrapped so
tightly around him, “Not gonna...not gonna last Jay.”
“‘S okay,” Jared stuttered, reaching down between his legs to fist his own
dick.
The sight of Jared beneath him, the feel of him around his cock, the taste of
Jared’s skin on his tongue, sent him right over the edge as he rocked back into
Jared a couple of times. Jared pumped his cock frantically and within seconds
he too was shooting hot and stringy across his belly.
Collapsing onto his best friend, Jensen sucked in deep, ragged breaths and
buried his nose in the crook of Jared’s neck. Jared wrapped his arms tightly
around Jensen’s shoulders and his legs around Jensen’s waist, pulling him
closer. Blood rushed in their ears deafening everything but their harsh breaths
as their lungs cried out for oxygen.
Long minutes passed as they laid wrapped up in each other, their breathing
slowly calming and their hearts returning to a normal pace.
Jensen pressed his face to Jared’s chest and chuckled, “I didn’t last very
long.”
“Long enough for me,” Jared reassured as he threaded his fingers through
Jensen’s cropped hair.
“Did it hurt?” Jensen asked raising his head to rest his chin on Jared’s chest
and look Jared in the eyes.
Jared nodded slightly, “A little, your dick is bigger and definitely feels
different than your fingers. But it felt good too.”
Reaching up Jensen kissed Jared intently, mapping out his mouth with his tongue
as he slid his arms underneath Jared, holding him firmly to his chest. They
kissed until their lips were numb, until their hearts were racing again, dicks
filling with desire, and they were rocking against each other.
The second time around Jensen lasted longer than before, he rocked into Jared
as he sucked on the soft skin of Jared’s neck. Sweat slicked their skin as they
pressed together, Jared’s legs wrapped around Jensen’s waist driving Jensen
deeper with each push in. He couldn’t get enough of Jensen, wanted Jensen
pressed to him always, loved the feeling of him full to the brim of Jensen’s
cock, his own, hard and leaking against his belly. The way Jensen sucked
bruises to his neck and chest made his heart clash in his ribcage as he clawed
at Jensen’s back.
Jensen’s body was the key to his, opening and freeing, Jared had never
experienced anything like it. His head swam with pleasure as his skin buzzed
with excitement.
It was frantic and a bit awkward at times when they tried to figure out what
angle worked best but it was amazing and felt so good. Jared didn’t want it to
end but his orgasm pooled in his belly, his dick begging to be touched and
released but Jared hung on, focusing on the feel of Jensen move inside. He
focused on the sounds Jensen made, the little grunts and harsh breaths of
exertion lit Jared’s skin on fire.
When Jensen claimed Jared’s mouth again with his own he opened wide, letting
Jensen have free reign of his mouth to push his tongue in and own it. He loved
feeling every inch of him filled with Jensen and his touch. Merged together as
one Jared couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed by the love his heart couldn’t
contain for Jensen, love spilling over into every inch of his body. They had
been together since day one, just two little kids fighting monsters up in their
treehouse to now, 12 years later fused together by love and devotion. Jared
never wanted anything different than to be completely wrapped up in every
aspect of Jensen for the rest of their lives.
Jensen moved his hand down Jared’s body to his dick, wrapped his capable
fingers around his shaft and began stroking him, occasionally swiping his thumb
over the head making Jared’s toes curl. Peppering kisses down Jared’s neck to
his chest, Jensen flicked his tongue against Jared’s raised nipples pulling out
an animal-like groan.
“Jensen,” Jared moaned as he came, coating Jensen’s fist and his belly.
Jensen rocked his hips quickly a few more times before he stilled, eyes
squeezed shut, and pleasure oozed out of every pore on his body.
They laid wrapped up in each other with goosebumps covering their skin as their
sweat cooled. Jared feeling absolutely wrecked in the best way possible like
he’d been ripped completely bare and shattered only to be put back together
perfectly by Jensen. He snuggled closer, curling into Jensen’s side and burying
his nose into Jensen’s pink skin.
“Tonight was perfect,” Jared whispered into the dark room as he laid there
curled up to Jensen under the sheet Jensen had pulled over them. Jared could
feel Jensen smile against his hair as he pulled him the tiniest bit closer, “I
want to do that every night.”
“Get dressed up and go to your senior prom?” Jensen chuckled.
Jared rolled his eyes at Jensen’s lame joke but couldn’t keep the smile off his
face either, “No, although that was fun, I mean what we just did.”
“Oh,” Jensen said as he moved slightly from beneath Jared and leaned over him
pressing a kiss to his neck, “Well we can’t do that every night...at least not
until we move out of our parent’s houses.”
Jared whined as Jensen pressed down on him, dragging his lips along Jared’s
skin, it would be awhile until they could go for a round three especially
because Jared’s ass ached like never before but feeling Jensen on top of him,
the weight of his solid body pressing down on him was Jared’s favorite thing.
They kissed until they couldn’t feel their lips any longer and their eyes were
heavy with sleep. Falling asleep was easy that night, as it always was when
they were together, but tonight was unlike any night before, tonight they were
truly one.
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